beauty school dropout.
going to arizona to start new life.

I've been trying to take a break from the craziness this week. Weird things have happened recently, things that I really didn't see coming. Good but unexpected. I feel like I want to talk to someone about them but I am scared of being judged; I know Elizabeth would, even though consciously she wouldn't want to. In a way I am glad that I live with my parents, having to answer to them keeps me from living like that all of the time. I know I am being very vague. But if you want to know just ask me.

I know that I shouldn't be hanging out with Jon. But. I don't know. Something. Blah blah blah I am the same stupid girl that I hate but love who won't leave her dumb felon boyfriend and be happy with me. Speaking of which she needs to come to school and not just sit in her apartment getting fucked up all day long. That situation pisses me off.


Juggalos aren't as dumb as everyone thinks.


But I am.

mood: confused music: No Threat-Extreme Noise Terror

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you (I just put whichever amused me most).



1. Your name: Chelsea
A truly unique creature who loves movies and dancing. She is fun to hang out with and always worth a few laughs. She tends to be very intense and does not like change. She needs to eat often so if you plan on spending the day with a Chelsea make sure you have set plans and plenty of snacks. A Chelsea can often be found crouched in a corner eating cream cheese with her fingers. If you would like to catch a Chelsea there are several things you can use as bait. Most effective would be snacks such as granola bars. If you do not have snacks on hand grab the nearest Mexican man you can find but be careful Chelsea's tend to bite when they are ready to mate.

"Man I am bored today I wish I had a Chelsea to play with."

2. Your age: 19
A cryptic term for "these nuts" from the french word for nineteen dix-neuf (pronounced dees nuff) sounding a lot like dees nuts.
Pick your favorite deez nutz phrase and replace with 19.
"Raise up off 19!" (2Pac)

3. A friend: Sharpie
The sort of thing you look up, when you are sitting at your desk, and see an actual sharpie, and are so bored that you decide to look it up, to see what other losers wrote about it, because if you dont know the definition anyways you are a dumbf***k
"Look at that sharpie, I wonder what it is"

4. What should you be doing? sleeping
To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.
"GET OUT GRANDMA! I was sleeping."
"Those were sleeping noises grandma."

5. Favorite color: black
A word to define the cigar "Black & Mild" Usually used to "boost" the high after smoking marijuana.
"Say dog let's go get a black."

6. Hometown: Raleigh
boring little town full of suburbs. dont go there. go somewhere more dangerous like durham or winston salem. you might actually stay awake there. raleigh is full of preps too. people dont like white trash, but id rather be with a whole bunch of beer chuggin mullet wearers than the ibm engineer folks who flooded this town anyday. the white trash here is pretty open minded actually and fun. FUN!
bill: "hey lets stop here in raleigh and get something to eat."
bob: "or we could stop in smithfield and eat barbecue."
bill: "sounds good to me."

7. Month of your birthday: March
All people born in March are true inspirations, have imaginations that run wild and are go-getters. The month in which all of the true gangsters were born!
"Damn, she was born in March?! She's a true O.G."

8. Last person you talked to: mom
The foreman of your first residence, the baby factory.
878 Fallopian Lane
Uterus, MOM 12345

apparently nine disappeared

10. Your nickname: cotton candy
Pussy; the cotton being the hair, and the candy being the pink hole and surrounding pink areas.
Juggalo A: "Did she shave the cotton off?"
Juggalo B: "Hell yeah dog, straight candy."

i think my computer is dying

again it is livejournal time. i don't know. don't expect much from this.

it is sunny and warm and there is a possibility of a trip this afternoon so i am excited. it is only 12:16 but i feel like it should be later, it makes me happy to know there is so much more of this day left. it will either be great or go to waste, we shall see.

yesterday was my birthday

location: dorm room mood: calm music: triple six